so basically leopard seals ARE cats??
"I’m always soft for you, that’s the problem. You could come knocking on my door five years from now and I would open my arms wider and say ‘come here, it’s been too long, it felt like home with you.’"
Azra.T “My Heart is Full of Open Windows.” (via izztstei)
I shouldn’t want this but I do. I want to go back to learning not to be afraid, I want you to hold my face in you hands and I want to be able to kiss you. I want to make up your side of the bed and leave the light on and struggle to stay up.
I know, I know, I know. You don’t want this, not in the same way I do and maybe not at all. I know. I should want different things. But when you say that you don’t know if you should be with her, it wakes up the greedy thing in my chest that had been getting used to being quiet. How can I not? How can I leave this alone? You need to make up your mind and tell me and I don’t know how long that will take. Maybe it’s better not knowing, knowing that you won’t be coming back. I shouldn’t get my hopes up so high but you act like you love me and it fucks with my head.
I just want this. I shouldn’t I shouldn’t I shouldn’t but I do.
please make up your mind
everyone was born to die, but I think I was born to kill myself